March 16, 2004 Here I am wanting to post something new and exciting, BUT I don't have anything new and exciting. I NEED to take pictures. And I don't mean silly, whatever the fuck pops in my head pictures. I mean seriously SHOOT some photos! Of what though? That's the question. What would make me happy exactly? I don't have a fucking clue! And did I mention my head is about to explode RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is Diana. These were fun pictures. They just happened. It was a normal, boring shoot and then we got a little loopy and it was fun. I don't know how to MAKE stuff like this happen. Not that this kind of thing is what I want to shoot anyway, but it might be fun again. Am I making any sense. My problem is that I find it hard to make ANYTHING happen. It feels like I'm continuously just sitting around waiting on "FUN" to happen to me.

That's enough of that! Just caught myself staring blankly at the screen...the pressure is building in my head again:) I think I'll try to go sleep it off.

Oh Yeah...did I mention that my mouse is fucking up and I'm about to throw it through the window!

It just can't EVER be simple!