Fire! Fire! Fire! And A Brain Dump
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14 Comments Fire! Fire! Fire! And A Brain Dump - 05-01-2006 23:53:02
Life is good! Very good in fact. So good that I've started to worry that it might end too soon. I know. We all die sometime. It's a part of life. Blah, blah, blah... Knowing that and being OK with that doesn't seem to do any good for me sometimes though. Mostly those are times when I'm sitting around the house feeling sick, tired, lazy or whatever. Times like this weekend at Xara I could have taken my last breath and been satisfied with my life. Now that Xara is over I just want to survive until the next time I get to live like that. Of course it's not just those kinds of things I want to live for. I'm in love and I don't want to miss out on all of the good stuff to come. I also worry about the effect me dying would have on my friends, family and Eloise. I don't want to be the source of any sadness. Does this happen to everyone? It seems I've gotten to an age where I've come to realize that I'm no longer invincible. And YES, I was invincible at one point. The proof of that is in the fact that I'm still here. Or maybe I'm just lucky;) And why the hell am I writing this now? I guess it's the way my life is going these days. I can't seem to stay balanced. I'd like to say I have a plan to even things out, but I really don't. I keep taking little steps here and there to get my life into a little more order and take care of this problem or that, but it just doesn't seem like it's happening fast enough. The day I feel comfortable with where I'm at will probably be the day I have a heart attack and die. So that wasn't really what I sat down to post. I just have some photos from Xara that I'll be posting here over the next few days and I thought I'd do one before I went to bed. Somehow it turned into this. Anyway... I like fire... and music... and women... and this photo has them all. Sorry, the soundtrack is only in my head unless you have seen The Mutaytor before. If that's the case, just pick any song and start shaking your ass. I've totally gone of track now. I quit! Canon EOS 20D
30 mm
1/200 sec
f 3.2
ISO 800