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4 Comments WTF? - 06-02-2006 23:34:45
The last couple of days have been hell. Self inflicted hell of course, but hell none the less. Why am I doing this to myself? I have no fucking clue to be honest. I'm so antisocial right now that I can hardly stand to be around myself. That's not a good thing when you have to go to work and interact with people who have no idea why you're being a dick. Well... I wasn't trying to be a dick, but I'm sure that's how it came off. When anything but complete silence annoys the fuck out of you and someone simply speaking to you makes you want to stab yourself in the ear with a pen to make it stop, it's painful to even try to explain what's going on to them. I wish there was a sign I could wear, maybe a certain color of shirt, just to let everyone know without having to ask that I'm about to loose my mind and it's best to just let me be. Don't misunderstand. Nothing is THAT bad. It's just that every once in a while I need to be alone. I don't choose the time, my mind just decides on its own that it doesn't need distractions and the rest of me has to follow. I did smile a couple of times today though. One was when Annie dropped by. She's a sweetheart and it's hard not to smile when she's around. I hope she doesn't mind me posting this photo of her. If she does she knows she can always kick my ass and make me take it down, or make me buy her drinks all night;) N/A
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