More Fucking Whining And A Pretty Photo
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0 Comments More Fucking Whining And A Pretty Photo - 07-28-2005 20:19:01
Just a little under three weeks to go before I get my life back. OK... maybe that's a little dramatic, but I've started to miss Eloise more and more in the past couple of weeks. It's funny how it has kinda flipped on us. In the beginning I was fine. I missed her but I knew she needed to be where she was and I was happy for her. She on the other hand was feeling very alone and like she wasn't accomplishing what she went for. Now it's the opposite. She's finally settled in and feeling like she belongs there which keeps her nice and busy and helps to keep her mind off of me. I on the other hand have been having a hard time thinking about anything but her. Work is especially bad. Most of our communication is done through e-mail so I've gotten into the habit of checking my e-mail incessantly. I worry when I don't her from her for a day or two. I know she's a big girl and a smart girl so she'll be fine, but this is the first time I've ever had to deal with this and I can't help but worry about her. I wish I could just flip a switch and my logic would take over and tell my emotions to fuck right off, but I can't seem to find that switch. Sorry if you just gagged! N/A
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