Why Won't The World Bend to My Will?
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2 Comments Why Won't The World Bend to My Will? - 08-23-2008 03:22:49
Seriously! I can't reconcile all the different parts of my life to the point where they work together in a decent fashion. I have a day job. I've cut down to working 4 days a week for my sanity and to have the opportunity to get more personal work done. Trouble is that I still have to keep reasonably normal hours so that I'm not completely zombified at the day job and it is damn near impossible for me to be any kind of productive unless it's between midnight and six in the morning. I've always been a night person. It's when I feel the most creative. It's when I feel the most motivated. But I feel like shit when I start fucking up my sleep schedule to the point where I can accommodate a 10-5 day job AND a 12-6 productive life. Chemicals are the answer of course but I gave up coke a long time ago and caffeine pills get me wired in much the same way so I try not to resort to that.

Confession: I've been popping Vivarin like it's going out of style this week. Hasn't helped my productivity though

So now it's 3:00AM and I'm listening to Us3 and writing this instead of finishing the last 4 photos of this set for little miss Jane Jett up there. I told her I'd have them done Tuesday night but Tuesday turned out to be the day that my brand new Wacom Intuos 6x11 pen tablet showed up. People seem to swear by these things and I'm starting to get used to it and like it but it seems like it's slowed me way down.

And there you have it... 3:00AM rambling. I suck:)
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