Dirty In 2009
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3 Comments Dirty In 2009 - 01-01-2009 00:01:19
Well thank fucking Dog that shit is over. 2008 can suck my dick!

I got a lot I'd like to say about it, and I still might, but for now I'll just say that even though the whole year wasn't shit, the last three months REALLY sealed it's fate as pretty much the shittiest year ever. Hell, even when I was jobless and fucking up my future by living off my credit cards I'm pretty sure things weren't this bad. As always, I can't be completely negative. I still have an awesome girlfriend that loves me despite my horrible frame of mind lately and against all odds I'm still employed and paying off debt instead of accumulating more. I hate to say it but I don't exactly have high hopes for the coming year. At least not the first few months and I won't really ever be happy again until I'm completely debt free. I know I shouldn't be stressing out about this as hard as I am because I probably have less debt than 95% of the population at this point, but it has been such a huge negative in my life that I can't forget about it until I'm completely done with it.

I need SIX MONTHS. That's it. Six months with no further interference from whatever or whoever has been pissing on my parade lately. Then it's a clean start. I'll be starting from a long ways back still, but at least I won't be carrying a lot of the monetary and mental baggage that I've been lugging around for years now.

I hope everyone reading this gets everything they wish for in the new year.

Oh yeah... almost forgot the reason I posted the photo of Scar covered in chocolate. That photo and another one have been selected for inclusion in the 10th Anniversary Dirty Show in Detroit. Wheee!!!
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